rest well, old friend
They said, '' You never know what you got until it's gone''... It wasn't fully a regret for me. Because I am glad that we ended up being friends despite the past we had together. When I think about ex, I think that the conversation stops once we end the relationship whether good or bad it ends or if one of us moves on with someone new. Never in my wildest dream, I am imagining losing someone I love whom I call my ex, my friend, my first love through death. It still comes as a surprise to me and I still can't believe that you are no longer here. Sometimes I go to your insta and hope that your account is being hacked and that post wast real. But up until today, the post remain there and the comment kept on increasing. Like I said in the beginning, it was never a regret on my part. It's just that I never thought that our friendship did not last long and I wasn't there on your last days. I know that you were sick. It's just I never thought it was ...
