a recap

Still here and not going anywhere. Yet. 

It's just that I am pretty busy these days. I was thinking of posting another one but I got caught out with something else. So let's recap everything here ya.

 I had to retake my BCP exam in Singapore end of Feb and I PASS!!! What a relief. But it does not end there. I still got one more paper which I do not yet when will I re-sit. That exam was super hard and I am really confident that I could pass it. All I can say is I will try my best.

In mid-Feb, I finally did it. The participation things I mentioned before. While the group chat was bombarded with the plan, I suddenly decide to say something. And boy, did they stunned. Yelah, all this time I always ignore it. Completely. But this time around, I said something. So yeah, we meet up and I explain a bit of my disappearance to Wardah since she kept on asking me and so on. I did not tell everything but most of it was true. Also, I mentioned that I will stop being MIA in the future. Btw, we planned for a staycation somewhere in May since they wanted me to decide on the date as I was always the busy one in the group.

Oh, almost forgot. It was my first-time experience attending a live concert. I went to a Westlife concert with my dad the other day. And it was FUNNNN... I mean I love Westlife. So, of course, I enjoy it. After all, I think I will only go to a concert if I like more than 8 songs by that artist. I hope TayTay will come here and I will definitely borrow money just cause I want to go there so bad. I even browse on the EraTour as if I will go there. If only I was super rich. I will definitely fly to the US just to watch her and sang all her songs. Ah.. for now, it is only a dream.

Last week, I went to this event done by my soon-to-be home developer. Most of it was settled and I booked for the reno. I got my green cabinet btw and I hope most of it is just like what I wanted and imagined. Oh, a high chance I will get the key somewhere end of June or July, then reno and so on, probably the end of this year, I got to own it. 

Excited but nervous. I need to start saving more money then. I just realize how high-maintenance I was. See, I sendiri nk jaga diri i pun pening. Ni nak rely on orang lain pulak. Hmm, no thanks. I think I am good at being my own. Besides, since I choose this path, I know that I need to be extra dependent and rely on myself. I know I know... But like I say, if and only if I meet someone, well, so be it. I takde masa nak fikir sekarang ni, i will let future ME thing about. Present me - just enjoy and what flow, flow.